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FAR​-​021: "Ex Nihilo"

by The Silver Screen

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1.
METCS 01:42
NOW MY HEART'S BEATING IN REVERSE AND ALL I WANT'S A PEPSI TO QUENCH MY THIRST PITTING OUR VICES VERSUS OUR VIRTUES OR ELSE CONFLATING THEM, VICE-VERSA TOO SO IS THAT DICTION THE BEST THAT YOU CAN DO? ARE YOU WRITING YOUR WORDS OR ARE THEY WRITING YOU? WERE THE GREAT ARTISTS VANDALS IN THEIR YOUNGER YEARS? WON'TCHA TELL ME MR VAN GOGH- I'M ALL EARS SOMEONE TOLD ME 'SOMETIMES SILENCE IS DEAFENING' SO I WON'T BE SURPRISED ON THE DAY OF RECKONING WHEN THE BAD NEWS FALLS DOWN THE STAIRS AND ON DEAF EARS & THOUSAND YARD STARES NOW, NOVELTY, NOSTALGIA, AND LACK OF FOCUS ARE THE THREE RINGS OF OUR PLANET'S CIRCUS BUT ‘NO MORE’ - BUT NOT YET - MY BAPTISM WILL BE IN MY OWN SWEAT
2.
Up 02:50
THERE'S A LINE BETWEEN BOREDOM & BREAKDOWN BUT NO IS PAYING ME TO FIND IT I WON'T CLAIM IT ‘TIL I'M NUMB, AND THEN I'LL DENY IT CAN YOU FEEL THE HAPPY HORRORS OF THE PAST AS JUST NEW NOTCHES IN YOUR BACK? ARE YOU AT PEACE? FALL DOWN CALM DOWN CARRY ON THERE'S A LINE BETWEEN SLEEPING, DREAMING, TRYING TO SLEEP, BUT IT'S A BLUR FAREWELL TO THE FLESH ‘ALOHA.’ HARMFUL PLEASURES THINKING THIS WILL WORK IF I CARE, SO CARE AND CARE AND CARE AND CARRY ON SO CARRY ON THE CARNAGE SO CARRY ON THE CARNEVALE YOU SHOULDN'T LICK UP ALL THE SLIME AROUND YOU YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO CRAZY PART TWO FEEL THAT DARK MATTER LIFT FROM YOUR MIND IT SLOUGHS RIGHT OFF AS YOU STRAIGHTEN YOUR SPINE AND THE NEW SKIN'S SMOOTHER, TOUGHER, AND BRIGHTER AND THAT CROSS YOU'VE BEEN CARRYING, ADMIT IT, IS LIGHTER JUST LOOK AT NIXON WITH HIS PEACE SIGNS '¡VIVA LA CARNE NUEVA!' BABE, YOU'LL BE FINE IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME
3.
IN OUR DISCONTENT IN THE BLEAK MID-WINTERTIME IT WAS HEADHUNTING SEASON, OR THEREABOUTS BEHOLD, A GOD MORE POWERFUL THAN I WHO COMES TO SLEEP ON MY COUCH YOU SEE RED AND WHITE AND PINK AND BLACK YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO MAKE OF MS. MARY MACK IN THE DEAD OF SUMMER I WENT TO THE ISLAND OF THE MAN-EATERS CALL IT CIRCES, SIRENS- I WASN'T ANSWERING MY PHONE JUST HUMOR ME, I WOULDN'T BELIEVE ME EITHER HER LOOK TURNS MEN INTO PIGS AND WOMEN TO STONE THOUGH YOU'RE DEAF, BLIND, DUMB, & STRAPPED TO THE MAST 'THANK YOU FOR THE BEAUTIFUL DAY' SAYS MS. MARY MACK IT'S INDEPENDENCE DAY AND I SING MY SAD SONGS AND EMERGING FROM THE WOODS SHE SINGS ALONG I PUT OUT THE CAMPFIRE AND PUT AWAY MY GUITAR I THREW THE SNAKE FROM THE ROAD, SHE GOT IN THE BACK OF MY CAR WHEN YOU'RE LEAVING HELL YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO LOOK BACK EVEN THOUGH IT'S HARD TO KEEP YOUR EYES OFF OF MS. MARY MACK IT'S THE IDES OF MARCH AND I FIGHT WITH MY BEST FRIEND WITH LONG KNIVES DRAWN, PAL, I WOULDN'T HOLD YOUR LAST BREATH ET TU, DAN? - THE INDIGNITIES NEVER END 'WHO IS SHE?' - RED THREADS, FATES WORSE THAN DEATH YOU MYTHOLGIZED HER, NEVER LOOKED BEHIND HER MASK BUT YOU'D SURE STILL LIKE TO GET TO KNOW MS. MARY MACK
4.
The Blonde 02:19
THE BLONDE SHE WORE CHINCHILLY THE BLONDE SHE WORE TANGERINE THE BLONDE SHE WORE BORIS & NATASHA THE BLONDE SHE WORE TAMBOURINE THE BLONDE SHE DRANK ANDRE THE BLONDE SHE DRANK CHABLIS THE BLONDE SHE DRANK BLUE MOON THE BLONDE SHE DRANK MIKE'S HARD CRANBERRY THE BLONDE SHE ATE NECCO WAFERS THE BLONDE SHE ATE SMARTIES THE BLONDE SHE ATE RED STARBURST THE BLONDE SHE ATE HOT TAMALES THE BLONDE SHE THREW UP AT THE BONFIRE THE BLONDE SHE THREW UP AT THE WEDDING THE BLONDE SHE THREW UP IN MY KITCHEN THE BLONDE SHE THREW UP IN MY BEDDING THE BLONDE SHE'D CRY SAYING GOODBYE THE BLONDE SHE'D CRY AT PARTIES THE BLONDE SHE'D CRY AND SO WOULD I THE BLONDE SHE'D CRY ON MY MACHINE
5.
I'M BUILDING A LADDER I HOPE THAT THAT MATTERS AS FOR THE FALL OF MAN, LET ME DROP THE BOMB 'EVERYTHING IS IN THE HANDS OF GOD' I'M CLIMBING OVER A GOLDEN CHAIN-LINK FENCE 'GIMME MARTYRDOM OR GIMME DEATH' YOU GOTTA TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, SEE IT AIN'T ANY BETTER THAN IT SHOULD BE I'M ORDERING PAY-PER-VIEW GRATIFICATION IMPATIENTLY DEMANDING INSTANT SALVATION A PIE IN THE SKY, A BUCKET WITH A HOLE WHEN I DIE I'LL DONATE MY SOUL I'M ASKING WHAT FATE WE PREVENT MY LAST WORDS UP ON THE MARQUEE AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO REPENT BUT I SURE AM SORRY
6.
'ACTS OF VIOLENCE- WHY DO THEY HAPPEN,' DRAMATIC SILENCE - '...WHERE DO THEY HAPPEN- DOES ANYONE REALLY KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON? NO.' 'THE TIDE IS HIGH BUT I'M HOLDING ON' AFFABLE FOOLS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL PLAYING AFTER HOURS TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL IN HIGH SCHOOL PLAYING 'AFTERHOURS' WENT ON BILL & JUSTIN'S EXCELLENT ADVENTURE DAN SAID 'SHOULDN'T YOU BE TIME-TRAVELLING?' 'R.I.P. EXCELLENT ADVENTURE' AND NOW IT'S NOT WORSE BUT IT'S NOT ANY BETTER THE BAND WILL NOT BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER HOPPED THE TURNSTILE, YEAH WE TRICKED THEM THE TIME WE SAW CHOKING VICTIM OUR FOLKS DROVE US THE TIME WE SAW SLIPKNOT WORE TIN FOIL HATS THE OTHER TIME WE SAW SLIPKNOT JAPANESE SUBTITLES ERASERHEAD VHS BOOTLEG THE SUMMER WE WATCHED TWIN PEAKS THAT WE BOOTLEGGED WHEN WE HAD THE TIME TO BE BORED NOW THAT YOU'RE AS STIFF AS A BOARD AND AS LIGHT AS A FEATHER THE BAND WILL NOT BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER FIRST DAY OF FIRST GRADE WE ATE FREE ICE CREAM BOBBED FOR APPLES AT YOUR HOUSE ON HALLOWEEN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY YOUR MOM BROUGHT US TO DISCOVERY ZONE ON MY BIRTHDAY YOU ALWAYS WRAPPED GIFTS IN THE FUNNY PAGES ON YOUR BIRTHDAY I GOT YOU A T-SHIRT- ‘BITE IT YOU SCUM’- G.G. ON MY 21ST BIRTHDAY YOU GOT US A BOTTLE OF 'G.G.' ON YOUR BIRTHDAY I GOT YOU SAILOR JERRY CONVERSE SHOES THE ORACLE MALL CLERK SAID 'IF YOU BUY SHOES FOR A FRIEND, THEY'LL WALK AWAY FROM YOU' AND NOW IT'S NOT WORSE BUT IT'S NOT ANY BETTER THE BAND WILL NOT BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER CHRIS IS CHRIS SAID 'I'M SORRY IF THIS IS HOW YOU'RE HEARING THIS' I’M SORRY CHRIS, THIS IS NOT HOW I WANTED TO HEAR THIS MY DAD TOLD ME 'I'M SORRY YOU LOST YOUR FRIEND' YOUR DAD TOLD ME 'GENE HAD GOOD FRIENDS' YOUR SISTER TOLD MY MOM 'YOUR TEARS ARE BEAUTIFUL' I HELD YOUR MOM'S HAND, THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE TO DO I THOUGHT IT SUCKS YOU WON'T BE AT MY WEDDING, MEET MY BRIDE YOU MURDER EVERYONE YOU KNOW WHEN YOU COMMIT SUICIDE AND NOW IT'S NOT WORSE BUT IT'S NOT ANY BETTER THE BAND WILL NOT BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER
7.
The Trashman 01:57
THE TRASHMAN TOOK MY GIRL THE TRASHMAN TOOK MY GIRL 'WHAT A WORLD, WHAT A WORLD' THE TRASHMAN TOOK MY GIRL HER BITE'S WORSE THAN HER BARK HER BITE'S WORSE THAN HER BARK 'LOOK IN YOUR HEART, LOOK IN YOUR HEART' HER BITE’S WORSE THAN HER BARK STICK THE NAIL IN ME, ON FOUR STICK THE NAIL IN ME, ON FOUR 'RIVERS OF GORE, RIVERS OF GORE' STICK THE NAIL IN ME, ON FOUR
8.
ALL THE GIRLS WRITE SHORT STORIES ABOUT ME I'M A MILLENNIAL LOBOTOMY TRY TO BE A LOVER, NOT A BACK BITER LIGHT MY CANDLES WITH A CRACK LIGHTER 'MUERTE CONTRA MIS ENEMIGOS' 'VIDA SIN AMIGOS, MUERTE SIN TESTIGOS' AND YEAH STOP SMOKING PALL MALLS 'FEO, FUERTE, Y FORMAL' ALL THE GUYS HAVE WAR STORIES WITH ME EVERY SPIN OF THE WHEEL OF MORALITY NO GOOD, 'EVERY EVIL,' GOOD HEAVENS, WELL HELL 'PEOPLE DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT THEMSELVES' 'NI DIEU, NI MAITRE' - CA BOUME ENTERTAIN YOURSELF TO AN EMPTY ROOM YEAH CHECK YOUR OIL, 'NETTOYER EST BON' C'EST PAS TES OIGNONS LITHE & BLITHE, MALAGRAZIA & CRASS, ODIOUS & OTIOSE TITHE & WRITHE, BITE YOURSELF IN THE ASS, OUROS BOUROS ALL MY BOOKS SIT ON MY SHELF AND LAUGH AT ME- 'I DOUBLE-DOG-EAR DARE YOU TO FINISH ME' 'WIT IS THE VULGAR CURRENCY OF WISDOM' WELL WELL, 'HEY, HEY!', DUM-DUM 'WORDS, WORDS, WORDS'- 'WORDS ARE JUST WORDS' 'WEALTH IS A GHETTO'- 'MONEY ISN'T REAL'- 'YA HEARD?' AT THE MUSEUM IT'S LA VITA NUOVA, ‘FORGET YOUR HOPES’ 'PEACE, BITCH,' AU REVOIR, ADIOS
9.
IGNORED YOU, DID THE CROSSWORD PASSENGER SIDE BEFORE YOU KNOW, WE'RE ARM IN ARM, SIDE BY SIDE BODIES FIT TOGETHER, A HUNDRED DAYS & NIGHTS WAKING UP TO YOU WAS ALWAYS A SURPRISE YOU'RE THE GRAND PIANO IN YOUR FOLKS' HOUSE THE BEAUTY NO ONE CAN PLAY OR TOUCH EXCEPT FOR ME ONE LONG WEEKEND PLAYING HOOKY A HUNDRED HOURS - NEVER AN ARMSLENGTH APART I DON'T HAVE TO LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE I REMEMBER WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE HOLDING YOU AGAIN IS JUST LIKE I REMEMBERED HOLDING YOU IT'S JUST LIKE I PRETENDED HOLDING YOU YOU'D SAY 'YOU REMEMBER EVERYTHING THAT I SAY' LIKE - 'PLAY THE SONG YOU ALWAYS PLAY' OR - 'NO WAY!' 'I LOVE YOU' 'YOU'RE DARK AND TWISTY' AND - 'PLAY WITH MY HAIR' 'READ TO ME' 'TALK TO ME' 'DO YOU HAVE THE RECORD WITH THE GIRL'S BUTT ON IT?' IT'S A GUY'S, BUT, YEAH, I THINK IT'S WHAT YOU WANTED ‘HEY YOU, HOW YA BEEN, WHAT'S NEW?’ ‘OK, MY HAIR'S TURNING GRAY BUT MY EYES ARE STILL BLUE’ LITTLE RUNNER GIRL, WHAT WERE YOU RUNNING FROM AND NOW WE TALK, WE'RE ON THE UP & UP EVEN IF I'M FEELING DOWN YOU'RE JOE'S PEN PAL & I'M KATHY'S KLOWN
10.
IN MY HAPPY HOME I WAKE UP & COPS ARE SURROUNDING MY BED MY GIRLFRIEND IS CRYING, I'VE FORGOTTEN HOW TO TALK, I SHAKE MY DAMN HEAD I USED TO BE AN EMT, I REACH FOR THE REFUSAL OF CARE SIGN X'S FOR MY NAME, 'BESIDES MAN, WHO THE HELL CARES?' THIS HAS HAPPENED BEFORE BUT HASN'T HAPPENED SINCE MORE 'PROBABLY GET HIT BY A BUS, ANYWAY,' UNLESS IT'S SUDDEN DEATH WHAT WE DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IS ALL THAT WE TALK ABOUT DR. WU SAID 'JOE, AN ENCEPHALITIS SHUNT IS WHAT I RECOMMEND' MY MOM SAID 'DAD YOU NEED THIS LIKE YOU NEED A HOLE IN THE HEAD' 'HANDS OFF STEALER PLS', 'NOT THE BEES' IN THE RUSTED CAR 'I'M PRO-LIFE & I VOTE' ‘THIS IS MY FAVORITE CROWBAR’ RICHARD & I PUT THE ROOF BACK ON, AVA HEARD ALL ABOUT WOODROW WILSON 'HOME? I HAVE NO HOME' I WAKE UP SCREAMING AT INVISIBLE THOUGHTS IN MY BED WE ONLY SEE GHOULS & GHOSTS & GODS WHEN WE ARE POSSESSED I USED TO BE A DONOR, MY TYPE O NEGATIVE WENT LIKE HOTCAKES 'THIS IS MY BLOOD'- BOTTOMS UP - NOW I CAN'T GIVE IT AWAY I AM FLYING MY WHITE FLAG UPSIDE DOWN - YES AND NO EVEN IF YOU'RE LOOKING WHO KNOWS WHAT SHOWS JOE SAYS 'DON'T YOU KNOW THAT I WANT TO DIE?' BUT SOMETIMES JOE LIES - HIS TV SAYS 'THE DEVIL IS DANCING TONIGHT' JOE USED TO BE A MEDIC - JOE SAYS 'ARE YOU TAKING DILANTIN?' JOE SAYS 'WE THOUGHT HE WOULDN'T MAKE IT, BUT WE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT WITH HIM' NAMESAKES NOW AND AT THE HOURS OF OUR DEATHS WE LOOK AT EACH OTHER STORIES DON'T BEGIN OR END THE DOOR'S ALWAYS OPEN AT MY HOME I WAKE UP & PETE IS PULLING ME FROM BED WE'D MADE PLANS TO GO TO THE SHORE, I GUESS NEITHER OF US WAS KIDDING WE DRINK TEQUILA ON THE BEACH, SOMETIMES LIFE'S ALL RIGHT THE SUN CROSSES THE SKY, AND, WHO KNEW, THE MOON IS RIGHT BEHIND I AM FRYING CHICKEN IN MY KITCHEN, I AM ‘BEGINNING TO SEE THE LIGHT' IS BLARING AND MY FRIENDS ARE DANCING TONIGHT WE SAY WE'LL NEVER DIE - NICHT DIESE ABEND WIR MUSSEN TANZEN UND WIR MUSSEN SCHLAFEN
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Up All Nite 02:13
YOU ARE RIGHT AND I AM WRONG NO THAT'S NOT RIGHT, I'M NEVER WRONG SEE THE SPIT ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK UP ALL NITE WE DON'T NEED SLEEP DON'T WATCH THE WATER, DON'T WATCH THE SUNBEAMS DON'T WATCH THE TV GO THREE FLOORS DOWN GO WATCH THE MOONLIGHT GO WATCH THE PLAYGROUND UP ALL NITE THROW YOUR CARDS DOWN IN THE BASEMENT WE MADE FRIENDS AND MADE RIGHT OUR UNCERTAIN SELVES OUT OF TUNE WURLITZER ORIGINAL LO-FI UP ALL NITE JACK'S ALIVE DON'T WASH THE WATER, JET-FUEL DON'T MELT STEEL BEAMS I WANT MY MTV, DON'T NEED SLEEP TO DREAM LOOK AT US BURNING MARQUEE MOONLIGHT UP ALL NITE DARK TURNS BRIGHT HAPPINESS IS WHAT I KNOW HAPPINESS IN NOT A JOKE

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